It was good today. STA course is cool!

Today I played a lot of games...well, not online games but more like customised game created by the class! It was fun. :)

Let's do some changes to how I post my blog. Hmmm....maybe I should post only good stuffs?

Alright. Let's try that!

"Such propaganda won't motivate me. So save your breathe. I am a self-motivator"

I would put that up on facebook or msn. But just to avoid unnecessary grudge or trouble, I decided not to.

I am OK with the system but I am not OK when people think I am taking my sweet time to do things. Do you know that I've started to think of my interested-carrier at the age of 16? or even younger when I first started playing with HTML in sec 2.

Now I am still dealing with HTML, just that it has gotten much easier. So I touch on CSS, Javascript and php.

Not many is doing what I'm doing because they have their own goal or maybe have not thought of it yet.

I see potential in the field that I am in. So if you think what I am doing is useless, that is because you don't know what it can do. It doesn't matter what you think, I am not afraid.

He may be a manager, but if he shows no respect to anyone, then his status is of no value.

It's not stressful, but it's making me angry because if I lack sleep I won't feel confident.

Ok..

Today was fine.

Morning, I did coding for that online company.

Then was an old movie...it was good though

Then when to deliver product to uncle house.

Tomorrow, things clashes.

- Wushu Training

- UT

- FYP Meeting

- New Company meeting

Sian sia!!!

And I lost my small notebook which i treated like a diary.

I actually dreamt that I am flying and am a fairy. It was the most relaxed and wonderful dream i could remember.

Still try to push me.

Some people are telling me to suffer now and enjoy later. Some feel that I need to push myself.

Okkaaayyy....

I hate it. I hate it when people are telling me to stop delaying or procrastinate. True, I am a bad person. Difficult to cooperate with. My very own cousin don't even want to be nice to me. I would say that she's fussy. I'm sorry, I can't be as good as her, I am not her, I am not as smart and all. I'm sorry. I am not perfect, I'm sorry.

I was kinda emotionally hurt. I know what I need. I sat beside a spiderweb-like playground alone last night and tried to relax myself.

Then I actually climbed up the spiderweb-like playground just now. I need to climb to relieve it. It doesn't matter if my ankle is injured. I was not sure if it's gonna hurt even more, but heck. I need to climb it. That spiderweb thing is kinda small, so I can do it.

After the climb, I felt better. I actually wanted to do cartwheel on air there but there's people looking. So I didn't. I think that place will be a good place to relieve stress.